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It’s been a week. I am ready for it to be over. I’m sad. I’m frustrated. I’m angry. And I’m exhausted. Which makes everything worse for me. I am a rock. And i just keep going. But today, this morning, I couldn’t. I just couldn’t get moving. Couldn’t start my day. Couldn’t fight. So i gave myself a break. Not an actual break but the kind where you tell yourself nothing else matters. Just take care of that little girl down the hall. Take care of the little girl inside that needs someone to protect her. And that’s what I did. I’m still exhausted. I’m still sad. I’m still frustrated. I’m still angry. But these moments with Sloane won’t last forever. She’s almost 3 and a half. Which blows my mind. I waited 40 years to become a mommy and *blink* my baby is a walking, talking human with opinions (lots of them!) and feelings (lots and lots of them) and while I miss her as a baby and can’t believe I have a 3.5 year old, I love the human she’s becoming and I enjoy being with her and can’t wait to see what this world holds for her. But for now, I’ll just lay here with her and cuddle and be grateful for all that I have and be happy that tomorrow is a new day. And soon a new week, and maybe perspective will make things seems better. Sorry for these ramblings. Have i mentioned I’m exhausted? #lifewithSloane #momlife #sloaneandmommy #sloaneleah #thisis3 #quietramblingsWhen you’ve been watching A LOT of The Little Mermaid, everyone gets a little Dinglehopper action. Even Leo. 😂 #sloaneleah #thisis3 #sloaneandleo #poorleo #itsafork #dinglehopper #littlemermaidobsessedToday I am thankful for ALL of the men and women who serve, and have served our country. We could never properly thank you for your sacrifice and the sacrfifces of your families. To my own personal Army Veteran, Erin O’Brien, you served and words will never properly express how proud I am to be your friend. Thank you for ALL that you give up daily to allow us the freedoms that we are accustomed to. Your husbands. Wives. Mothers. Fathers. Sisters. Brothers. Children. They all make it possible for those to serve our country and from the bottom of my heart I thank you, today and every day. ❤️🇺🇸💙 #veteransday #thosewhoserved #honoringthosewhoserved #rememberingthosewhoserved #freedom #veteransday2019 #thankaveterantoday #homeofthefreebecause ofthebravethe fed ex guy had just called her “your highness”, she didn’t know what to do with all that power. 😂 #sloaneleah #thisis3 #stillhalloween2019here #belleliveson #belleforever #dressup #favoriteplaytime #letthembelittle #wewereonourfrontstepsi always pictured baseball stuff. trucks. cars. dirt. . . . i thought i would for sure be a mama to boys. never in a zillion years would i have believed you if you told me my life would be filled with princess dresses, dress up shoes, tiaras and glitter. . . . i was no tomboy, don’t let me fool you, but i also wasn’t a princess. i was somewhere practical and in between. shocking. i’m sure to those that know me. . . i cannot lie. there are times i wish she was into different things. but i want her to be who SHE is and who SHE wants to be. so princess dresses and tea parties are how we spend our days.💜🦄👑 #lovethisgirl #letthembelittle #sloaneleah #thisis3 #princessesandsparklesfordays P.S. the Belle costume has barely come off since Halloween! 😂happy fall y’all. 🍁🌻🍂🧡💛 . . . #november2019 #letsgetthisthelasttwomonthsofthisdecadeoverwith #beyou #startsomethingnewfindyourtribeArchives
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1 + 1 = ???
well…… i’ve done some blog upgrading and changing around this weekend. i decided after writing my last post early yesterday morning that in reality i don’t want to keep up 2 blogs, i’d like to merge them together. but i … Continue reading
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unfinished business
are you someone who has unfinished business with someone in your life?? i don’t. i’m proud to say that i feel like i have made sure to say what’s needed to be said to those that needed to hear it. … Continue reading
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all my life i wanted one…..
For 35 years I waited. and waited, and it never happened. I had hoped and prayed for as long as I could remember. I remember being told in the hallways of Cedars Sinai Hospital I now had a beautiful, healthy … Continue reading
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a mother’s day reminder…..
it’s friday morning, an hour before my alarm was to go off, i have some extra time and i’m LONG overdue for a blog post! i think that march & april have been so painful for me that i spent … Continue reading
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i want this to be over….
sometimes i wish i could be immune. immune from pain once i’ve lived through it and begun to heal. immune to the mean things people say intentionally or without thinking. immune to being hurt out of disappointment. immune to remembering … Continue reading
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Survival Mode…..
Well this blog has sure been a source of sunshine and roses lately. Sorry about that. I write to get things out of my head and right now things just kinda suck. I’ve had it much much worse, but, I … Continue reading
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Tagged a little bit stronger, breakup, gerber daisy, life changes, moving on, new starts, sara evans
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